BLUE OCTOBER LYRICS  Send "Retarded Disfigured Clown" Ringtone to your Cell  "Retarded Disfigured Clown" Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes. Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream. I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns. I'm a retarded, disfigured clown. Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall. I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will. Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better. [Thanks to Justin Humphreys for these lyrics] [ www.azlyrics.com ]  Send "Retarded Disfigured Clown" Ringtone to your Cell