"Best I Can" lyrics

Been thinking about
All of those lies that you heard me say
I can't make them go away
Been thinking about
All the mistakes you've seen me make

When I can barely hold on
You promise you won't let me go
And I want you to know

I don't live a perfect life
But God knows I'm trying the best I can
And I have wasted so much time
Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
But now I'm living the best I can

Been thinking about
It's so hard to see what you see in me
Would you lay it out for me?
Been thinking about
This isn't the way I thought I would be

When I can barely hold on
You promise you won't let me go
And I want you to know

I don't live a perfect life
But God knows I'm trying the best I can
And I have wasted so much time
Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
But now I'm living the best I can

I'm breaking down
And now I've found
A reason to make it
This time around
No matter where I go
I want you to know
I know that I'm never alone

I want you to know

I don't live a perfect life
But God knows I'm trying the best I can
And I have wasted so much time
Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
But now I'm living the best I can

No matter where I go
I want you to know
I'm living the best I can

And I have wasted so much time
Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
Now I'm living the best I can