"Breakdown" lyrics

I'm breaking down again, can't close my eyes
Don't wanna die again tonight
I'm ripped in two again, can't hold the fire
Am I holding on too tight

I can't believe it
I'd throw it all away
I can't believe it
My life's not the same as yesterday
It's undiscovered
The future's so unclear
Will I discover
The life that I want

I've got a feeling
That I will rise again
I've got a feeling
These nightmares I'm living will end
I'll wait a lifetime to catch that endless flight
I'll need a lifetime trying my best

Over and over I ask why
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for a sign