"Nate's Song" lyrics

Well, the last time I said "I love you,"
I really didn't mean it at all.
It was just a rule.
And it's been so long since I've felt true.
It's all just stuff that girl, I'm so confused.

It's been so long since I've felt real.
I forgot how to recognize.
The meaning,
The meaning,
And what I mean when I look in through her eyes.

So three days here and three days there,
??

I walk down streets
Counting maple leaves, it's all ??
Like a man waking up from being comatose,
I took my real first breath of air.
I stretched out my legs and I wiggled my toes.
I thank God I didn't even care.
I didn't mean it,
I didn't mean it at all.

Oh, the last time I said "I love you,"
I didn't mean it,
I didn't mean it at all.
And though I may never see you again,
We'll always have just what we had.
The end Armageddon.
Armageddon the end.
Even the bad wasn't all that bad.
I didn't mean it,
I didn't mean it at all.