"All To Myself" lyrics

I don't patronize, I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life.
I am half asleep, and I am wide awake.
This habit is always so hard to break.

I don't want to be the bad guy,
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why.
I'm killing time, and time's killing you
Every way that I do.

[Chorus:]
Did you say "please just follow me?"
I thought you wanted me.
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like some one else

Please just follow me.
I thought you wanted me.
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like some one else

I'm under the gun, you're like the only one.
I just can't decide what I'm running from.
This isn't what I wanted, but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut.

It's not enough, it's never enough.
I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck.
Can't focus it, but I try it
over and over again.

[Chorus]

Na na, na na, na.
Na na, na na, na na.
Na na, na na, na.
Na na, na na, na na.

Please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me,
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try and suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like...

Did you say "Please just follow me"?
I thought you wanted me,
Cause I can't stay with someone else,
I'll try and suck it up,
I just can't fuck it up,
I want you all to myself.

Did you say "Please just follow me"?
I thought you wanted me,
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try and suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like someone else.

Na na, na na, na.