"Bummer" lyrics

I loved this person who didn't love me
I stuck around, hoping that they would see
Unwilling to loose -Reluctant to care
So confident in the substances we'd share

There was a ghost who haunted my head
Paid close attention to every word he said
Gave him perfection gave all I could give
But what he wanted -was for me not to live

Blank and so beautiful- beige and benign
You're pulling ahead - left me falling behind
Bummer
Blank and so beautiful beige and benign
You're pulling ahead left me I'm falling behind
Bummer
Blank and so beautiful- beige and benign
You pulled ahead - left me failing

I threw a party
But nobody came
I threw a party and I was never the same
I threw a party
But nobody came
I threw a party band I was never the same