"Disease" lyrics

I'll take the blame
So you don't have to feel ashamed.
I'll hide your pain
So deep that you won't feel a thing.

[chorus:]
As I hold you
I'm drowning too.
I'll hide my tears
To help you through.
But inside I'm screaming for some healing,
Never felt so empty and I'm telling you it's slowly killing me.
Pleading for some meaning,
I need to know there's something more to living than this horrible disease.

I'll block it out,
The screams that fill my mind with doubt.
Pleas quiet down,
I need you to be calm, not shout.

[chorus]

Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy,
To keep your heart from freezing
Just for now.
Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy,
To keep your heart from freezing
Just for now.

Screaming for some healing,
Never felt so empty and I'm telling you it's slowly killing me.
Pleading for some meaning,
I need to know there's something more to living than this horrible disease.