"I'M DEAD INSIDE" lyrics

Dear diary
It's such a good day to breathe
But I feel so down
My room is full of masks
That don't fit my face
Except for the clown one (my favorite)

Even close friends don't get my feelings
I use the smile to hide my inner demons
Dear diary
It's such a hilarious thing
Let's keep it a secret

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: go and die
As if I haven't tried

They hate me: go and die
As if I haven't tried
And there are no regrets
I'm not fazed if times up
Feels like life passes by
There's no one to even blame

Even close friends don't get my feelings
I use the smile to hide my inner demons
They hate me: go and die
As if I haven't tried
It's such a hilarious thing to say

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: go and die
As if I haven't tried

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: go and die
As if I haven't tried

The first rule of dead inside
Don't say that you are dead inside
That's why I write silly songs and say what I really wanna say
I'll say what I'll never say
I'll say what I'll never say
I'll say what I'll never say
Let's say together:

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: go and die
As if I haven't tried

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: go and die
As if I haven't tried