"Nice Surprise" lyrics

I don't even love you, I don't even want you
I know everything that we've been through is kind of awful
I feel like I taunt you, look what this has come to
Maybe we can talk and get over this again

You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears
You can be my nice surprise for all these years
And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here
Dancing in the afterparty with an empty hand
You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears (All your fears)
You can be my nice surprise for all these years (All these years)
And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here (I'll be right here)
Dancing in the afterparty with an empty hand

I don't care about you anymore
That's all I tell myself, that's what I'm asking for
That's all I ever need, that's all it seems to be
Don't need no company, but you can wait on me

'Cause I don't even trust no one that is not me
But I still got some hope for us, oh, endlessly (Oh)

I don't even love you, I don't even want you
I know everything that we've been through is kind of awful
I feel like I taunt you, look what this has come to
Maybe we can talk and get over this again

You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears (All your fears)
You can be my nice surprise for all these years (All these years)
And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here (I'll be right here)
Dancing in the afterparty with an empty hand

I don't care about you anymore
So what's an anchored heart if we were never sure?
'Cause you would never see that what you meant to me
Was more than anything, I lost my everything
And I know that it's hopeless, hoping that you're broken
Praying that one day, you'll run into my arms wide-open
I know that you won't, and I've been feeling lonely
Maybe I'm just caught up, thinking that you'll come back

I don't even love you, I don't even want you
I know everything that we've been through is kind of awful
I feel like I taunt you, look what this has come to
Maybe we can talk and get over this again

You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears (All your fears)
You can be my nice surprise for all these years (All these years)
And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here (I'll be right here)
Dancing in the afterparty with an empty hand

All your fears