"Swim Or Die" lyrics

Only got two choices, swim or die
In my head, hear voices, "don't survive"
One catch, no returns when you decide
Skating off, don't listen, no comply
Every night they in my head, they don't notify me
Maybe that's what was between us, so polarizing
From the second that you left, it immobilized me
And it's moments like that that are so defining
But you run from me, you run from me
I only want your company, your company
When I open up to you, you done with me
I got way too comfortable and trusted you
Hope you burn in hell 'cause there, I'm stuck with you
While I'm on this earth I'm done with loving you
Tired of the hurt so I'll be numb to you
Think I lost my purpose, now I'm numb to it all

Maybe it's the liquor I drink, or drugs that I'm on
Can I have a second to think before I shut off?
I don't wanna swim or sink, I'm done with it all
I don't wanna swim or sink, I'm done with it all

Only got two choices, swim or die
In my head, hear voices, "don't survive"
One catch, no returns when you decide
Skating off, don't listen, no comply
Every night they in my head, they don't notify me
Maybe that's what was between us, so polarizing
From the second that you left, it immobilized me
And it's moments like that that are so defining
But you run from me, you run from me
I only want your company, your company
When I open up to you, you done with me
I got way too comfortable and trusted you
Hope you burn in hell 'cause there, I'm stuck with you
While I'm on this earth I'm done with loving you
Tired of the hurt so I'll be numb to you
Think I lost my purpose, now I'm numb to it all