"avalanche" lyrics

And lately I been searching, where my friends at
I'm so lost, thinking if I'm on the right path
It's so heavy in my head, I been tweakin'
Taking time to myself, 'cause I need it

I just took an Ativan, hit me like an avalanche
This shit gets so lonely, I feel like I've never had a friend
I can see the silhouettes trying hard to take me in
I just had a dream that I died and took my last breath

But then I woke up in a nightmare
How the fuck am I still here?
I got this feeling my heart is rushing
Like something bad is always coming
This world is so cold when you're all alone
I don't need nobody else, I just need the drugs
I been feeling like I'm cursed
Trying my best to erase it
I don't have a clue
Can you tell me how to change this?

Take me to a place far away from here
Take me to a place far away from here
Can you take me to a place far away from here?
Take me to a place far away from here

And lately I been searching, where my friends at
I'm so lost, thinking if I'm on the right path
It's so heavy in my head, I been tweakin'
Taking time to myself, 'cause I need it

I just took an Ativan, hit me like an avalanche
This shit gets so lonely, I feel like I've never had a friend
I can see the silhouettes trying hard to take me in
I just had a dream that I died and took my last breath