"helicopters" lyrics

Running through the guap, nobody ever gonna stop us
Rolling up the blunt, I'm going up like helicopters
Why do my emotions always put me in a bad mood?
I'm sorry if I ever let you down, I never meant to
I been zoning out, I do that shit all the time
Say that you're my friend but then you push me aside
I might get it wrong before I can get it right
I been looking for a way to get you outta my mind

And my life, so get the fuck out my way
Get the fuck out my face, I need room just to breathe
I came up my own way when they always told me
That it wouldn't work, always left in the dirt
Bitch, I might smoke till my lungs giving out
I might drink till I can't anymore then black out
And I know it's not healthy, the high that I'm chasing
It might end up killing me but I can't take it

Lust turns to love then the love turns to hate
This the only way out, I can't make a mistake
I do whatever I want, you just follow the code
I am a virus that you can't remove

They gon' care when I die but hate when I'm alive
It don't even make sense but I can't act surprised
Looking up at the sky then I count all the stars
Said I was fine but I'm falling apart
I been pessimistic, these friends non-existent
These labels won't change with God as my witness
You act like you special, you're not any different
I'm keeping my distance when you're in my vision

I know sometimes I might say some shit I don't mean
I know sometimes I can be cold to everybody I meet
I know I gotta get it now, I got no more time to waste
I know that I can make it out 'cause I'ma do what it takes, what it takes

I'll do whatever it takes till I get everything
I've been dreaming about, I can't let myself down
I'll do whatever it takes till I get everything
I been thinking about, I'ma take my own route