"Awful." lyrics

If I'm so awful why'd you fall for me
And if you're so lonely, why you calling me
It's crazy right, every night, same damn thing
Baby, I'm standing right in front of you but you don't see me

I'm ya ghost, I know
Gotta keep me close just to let me go
Everything I do is for you, you know
Do this every time baby, start to think ya blind, baby
Always want the ones that don't want you back
So everybody cold and it stays like that
Love don't last, we all so sad with all this pain we masking
Say I need ya, but you don't need me
And I see ya, but you don't see me

If I'm so awful why'd you fall for me
And if you're so lonely, why you calling me
It's crazy right, every night, same damn thing
Baby, I'm standing right in front of you but you don't see me

Running for ya love, you could be my heart attack
We could throw it all away, we could throw it in the past
Heart broke to pieces, let me put it back
We was moving too fast, let me steer fore' we crash
Then we crashed, it's all bad
Remember when we used to laugh, I miss that
Dealing with the same questions I keep asking
Try to pull away but you pull me right back in
Say I need ya, but you don't need me
And I see ya, but you don't see me

If I'm so awful why'd you fall for me
And if you're so lonely, why you calling me
It's crazy right, every night, same damn thing
Baby, I'm standing right in front of you but you don't see me