"Illness" lyrics

Would've been, could've been, pull the trigger, bitch!
Splash my brain, drop me dead

Why'd you say that I destroy your world?
Why would you even care?
Save the blame for yourself
One man's fortune, another man's disaster

Drop me dead

Oh, I can't describe the way I feel, it's like you've never been there
It's like it never happened, it tore me apart
I can't describe the way I feel, it's like you've never been there
You should've fucking known, that I became law

I am the law
Day by day
Word by word
Watch it fade

You better speak up
You better fucking speak up

Can't you see I slowly fell apart (fell apart)
Can't you see that I'm not gonna last
Not gonna last

Aren't you tired?
Why's there so much violence in you?
Why did I waste my time?
I don't need that in my life
I won't be near you anymore
When you're down, when you're broken
Even when you start calling
My fucking name

Run away
Take the chance
Step by step, another poisonous word
Another chapter ripped from this illness we call life

Step by step
Illness we call fucking life