"heal for me" lyrics
I'm in a better space
Most the voices in my head are gone
I cleared out the cobwebs
And cut off couple trauma bonds
Wish that I could call myself last fall
When I was barely hanging on
And tell myself you'll make it through
Wish it's something I could do now
I'm in a better place
With the burning down in my chest
The pain never got much lighter
But I'm learning to carry it
Putting in the work
Labeling the hurt
Walking out the 12 steps
Digging up the dirt
Wish that I could tell myself
That there's a way out of hell
If you just
Hold on one more night
And the hardest part of healing
Is sitting in the feelings
Waiting for the pain to pour out your soul
Stop numbing all the grieving
Screaming at the ceiling
Making my peace with miserable
And it isn't fair it isn't right
It's just how it's gotta be
No this trauma ain't my fault
But no one else can heal for me
Mmh
Mmh
Mmh
I'm letting all that go
Cause there's poison laced in the pill
Bitterness will kill me faster
Than mourning you ever will
And I'll make amends
With the broken ends
Smile at the pieces and safety pins
Still not over getting through, no
But that's just what I gotta do now
I might just be alright
Cause the hardest part of healing
Is sitting in the feelings
Waiting for the pain to pour out your soul
Stop numbing all the grieving
Screaming at the ceiling
Making my peace with miserable
And it isn't fair it isn't right
It's just how it's gotta be
No this trauma ain't my fault
But no one else can heal for me
Re-deal this hand I'm given
Forgive cause I've been forgiven
Connect these dots between these scars
Until I see
The hardest part of healing
Is just sitting in the feelings now
Ya the hardest part of healing
Is sitting in the feelings
Waiting for the pain to pour out your soul
Stop numbing all the grieving
Screaming at the ceiling
Making my peace with miserable
And it isn't fair it isn't right
It's just how it's gotta be
No this trauma ain't my fault
But no one else can heal for me
Most the voices in my head are gone
I cleared out the cobwebs
And cut off couple trauma bonds
Wish that I could call myself last fall
When I was barely hanging on
And tell myself you'll make it through
Wish it's something I could do now
I'm in a better place
With the burning down in my chest
The pain never got much lighter
But I'm learning to carry it
Putting in the work
Labeling the hurt
Walking out the 12 steps
Digging up the dirt
Wish that I could tell myself
That there's a way out of hell
If you just
Hold on one more night
And the hardest part of healing
Is sitting in the feelings
Waiting for the pain to pour out your soul
Stop numbing all the grieving
Screaming at the ceiling
Making my peace with miserable
And it isn't fair it isn't right
It's just how it's gotta be
No this trauma ain't my fault
But no one else can heal for me
Mmh
Mmh
Mmh
I'm letting all that go
Cause there's poison laced in the pill
Bitterness will kill me faster
Than mourning you ever will
And I'll make amends
With the broken ends
Smile at the pieces and safety pins
Still not over getting through, no
But that's just what I gotta do now
I might just be alright
Cause the hardest part of healing
Is sitting in the feelings
Waiting for the pain to pour out your soul
Stop numbing all the grieving
Screaming at the ceiling
Making my peace with miserable
And it isn't fair it isn't right
It's just how it's gotta be
No this trauma ain't my fault
But no one else can heal for me
Re-deal this hand I'm given
Forgive cause I've been forgiven
Connect these dots between these scars
Until I see
The hardest part of healing
Is just sitting in the feelings now
Ya the hardest part of healing
Is sitting in the feelings
Waiting for the pain to pour out your soul
Stop numbing all the grieving
Screaming at the ceiling
Making my peace with miserable
And it isn't fair it isn't right
It's just how it's gotta be
No this trauma ain't my fault
But no one else can heal for me
