"Out The Door" lyrics

Run for cover, I don't wanna wonder
Scenes play out of you lyin' with another
I'm just jealous of you lyin' to another
Bonded by the trauma, know I'm just a number
Know I had a line that you crossed
Love the only way to kill a boss
Look like you're a model but I've seen your centerfold, yeah
That heart you've got inside you is the furthest thing from gold
Waters rush in, I've been drownin' in it
Not sure what love is, having trouble with it
Wonder if I ever knew what I was searching for
But everything's that bad for me has shown up at my door
I give up; none of this adding up
That body deadly to me, your touch is cancerous
You push me to the edge
Get mad when I erupt
I'm one foot out the door
I'm so done feeling stuck, yeah

I'm done acting like it's all love
Waitin' on an outcome I ain't gonna see
I'm done dying on the inside
Watch you crack a smile every time you see me bleed

I can't be honest with you, yeah
Can't be honest with you, yeah
Can't be honest with you, yeah
Can't be honest with you, yeah

Tell me I'm wrong for feeling that way
Tell me I'm wrong for feeling this pain
Sorry my heart still works and for putting you first
You put me on that pedestal 'til you put me in dirt, yeah