"Relief" lyrics

I am nothing compared to what I was before
And I can't hold it back, the urge to make this real
And I don't know what I can say
To change the way the things turned out to be

Let me in, don't fall asleep
'Cause by the sunrise I'll be gone
Flash flood of red before my eyes
Until I drown in my own lies

All this time I wonder where have I been?
A light so false it sucked me in
You're all I never wanted
A light so false it sucked me in

Like a moth to a flame, I'm not giving in

I am letting go everything I've ever learnt
Just to see what I've become, all this time you watched me burn
You made me yours, you made me try to make it right
Enough of this, let's wrap it up wrap it up now

I am letting go, everything I've ever learnt
I am letting go, all this time you've watched me burn

All this time I wonder where have I been?
A light so false it sucked me in
You're all I never wanted
A light so false it sucked me in

Like a moth to a flame, I'm not giving in

I gave it all for nothing
I tore me apart for you
You left me bleeding
So tell me why my heart, should I keep pushing?

All this time I wonder where have I been?
A light so false it sucked me in
You're all I never wanted
A light so false it sucked me in

Like a moth to a flame, I'm not giving in
Like a moth to a flame, I'm not giving in