"Lowlife" lyrics

I tried to outrun my addiction
But all I found was a new one
I tried to outlive my affliction
A different bullet but the same gun

If it makes you less sad I'll just lay down and die
So you can forget the look deep in my eyes
Goodbye goodbye

I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
Stuck inside a dream
Kicking ketamine
I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
I'm too young to die
And too old to cry

I think I got some pieces missing
I'm a puzzle in a mine field
I can't tell if I'm real or fiction
As I'm flying through the windshield

If it makes you less sad I'll just lay down and die
So you can forget the look deep in my eyes
Goodbye goodbye

I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
Stuck inside a dream
Kicking ketamine
I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
I'm too young to die
And too old to cry

I'm cold and alone
I'm on shaky bones
I've loved and I've lost
I'm cold and alone
I'm on shaky bones
I've loved and I've lost

I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
Stuck inside a dream
Kicking ketamine
I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
I'm too young to die
And too old to cry