"Jaded" lyrics

I declare myself an overthinker
Spend too much time being in my head
Tryna chase these strings, had to grow up quicker
In a world that doesn't always make sense

Met so many people throughout the years
And [?] still here
So many place, been lost in the crowd
But lately I'm tripping, tryna find some solid ground

Mmh, I'd do it again, fall so hard and I never regret
But if that pedestal tears, will they still say I made it?
I been up on cloud 9, flew so high I've been skimming the sky
So why am I feeling like this? When did I get so jaded?

Take photos out the airplane window
Only posting when I'm at my best
And I tell myself that I'm a winner
And I think to live up to the illusion of success

I've had my setbacks, more than a few
Better start giving up and quitting is the last thing I would do
'Cause I got a vision, and I see it through
I'm learning to trust myself and change my point view

Mmh, I'd do it again, fall so hard and I never regret
But if that pedestal tears, will they still say I made it?
I been up on cloud 9, flew so high I've been skimming the sky
So why am I feeling like this? When did I get so jaded?

I got so
I got so jaded
I got so
When did I get so jaded?