"Hold You Up" lyrics

I believe in better days
Prophecies I medicate to feel for now
But I believe, even though there's no light in sight
I still believe
I deleted anything
Preventing me to swim
My boat's going down
Kinda deep even though I can't see the floor
I still believe

One step, one fall
I get lost in my head, unsure
My balance is flawed
So please don't push me too hard
No, no

So please don't let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment
But I'm drowning even though I don't show it
So please don't let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment
But I don't even know where the shore is
Mmm

I can't jump from this high
I can't share what's on my mind
'Cause it's a darker time, if you see all the tides
It's best you think I'm fine
Oh-whoa

One step, one fall
I get lost in my head, unsure
My balance is flawed
So please don't push me too hard
No, no

So please don't let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment
But I'm drowning even though I don't show it
So please don't let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment
But I don't even know where the shore is
Mmm

Just when I think that I've found my step
It's a little uneven
Something that you don't even
Know I'm the hardest one on myself, mmm
Even when I'm at my meanest
Just know that I don't mean it

So please don't let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment (Aah-aah)
But I'm drowning even though I don't show it (Show it)
So please don't (Don't) let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment (Float)
But I don't even know where the shore is
So please don't (Don't) let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment
But I don't even know where the shore is
Ooh