"Hellbound" lyrics

Faced with ultimatums
Why am I full of problems?
I keep trying to fade 'em
I keep trying to dodge 'em
In this cycle, I keep falling down this road
I've been trying but I can't seem to crack the code

I made my mind up
But I'm so inclined to
Go and give it up
I've been tryna do too much
Just throw in the towel
I'm so burned out
I smack too much
And it brings me down, down
I'm on the ground
Waiting for hellbound, maybe I'm hellbound
Put my time and I can't let go
Made a promise that I won't fold
I've been, I've been reliant
I'm reliant on all this hope
Praying to God he answer my call
Lying
Only silence
And it brings me down, down
I'm on the ground
Waiting for hellbound, maybe I'm hellbound

Heart too big for people who don't deserve it
When I meet somebody new, play it cool, but I'm always nervous
Not because I'm introverted, but motors beneath the surface
Back from too many wounds so I question it's even worth it
I be trying but I feel like it's a lose-lose
Feel like myself the only thing I can be true to
And that shit should never be something that I get used to
I'm always looking over my shoulder wondering who's who
And that's a lot, the pressure gonna eventually get to me in the plot
But how will I become what I said I be if I stop?
Something about that ain't right
I take it one day at a time with my mind and this mic, but I

I made my mind up
But I'm so inclined to
Go and give it up
I've been tryna do too much
Just throw in the towel
I'm so burned out
I smack too much
And it brings me down, down
I'm on the ground
Waiting for hellbound, maybe I'm hellbound
Put my time and I can't let go
Made a promise that I won't fold
I've been, I've been reliant
I'm reliant on all this hope
Praying to God he answer my call
Lying
Only silence
And it brings me down, down
I'm on the ground
Waiting for hellbound, maybe I'm hellbound