"used to" lyrics

Did I come this far for I don't feel the same way?
Did the seasons that we laid here turned to wasted?
Did you break my heart so you could keep the pieces?
Keep the pieces

Did I get used to breathing underwater?
'Cause the way that you love me pulls me under
And I know I'm holding onto who you were before
'Cause I won't say I don't love you anymore

Now your eyes don't look the same
And your arms push me away
And your lips don't say my name
Like they used to
And your hands don't make me melt
They don't feel the way they felt
When I used to tell myself
I'd never lose you
I'm not used to
Loving who
You used to be

Now the songs you burned for me don't hit the same way
And I can't skip back to how it felt the first play
Now my favorite parts remind me of your worst days
Of your worst days

And I got used to breathing underwater
'Cause the way that you love me pulls me under
And I know I'm holding onto who you were before
'Cause I won't say I don't love you anymore

Now your eyes don't look the same
And your arms push me away
And your lips don't say my name
Like they used to
And your hands don't make me melt
They don't feel the way they felt
When I used to tell myself
I'd never lose you

I'm not used to
Missing what I used to see
I'm not used to
Pretending that you're here with me
I'm not used to
Loving who you used to be

Now your eyes don't look the same
And your arms push me away
And your lips don't say my name
Like they used to