"Living Hell" lyrics

In the end my composure collapses
Crossing out my name
Leaving all I created in ashes
Again again

But tell me I won't be forgotten
Lost in the darkness died for nothing
No way back home
Gotta make it on my own
Now I'm reaching out in fear for a dying light
Leaving every other option out of sight
I'm a burning soul
Dancing on my own
On my own

In the end my composure collapses
Leaving all I created in ashes
I've been telling lies alibis
Blurring the truth
The price I have paid for my actions
Was you

Now that I lost every lifeline
Breaking the promise of a lifetime
Throw me off track
Find my way through hell and back
Now I'll make it up to you
Had to see myself
Through the unforgiving eyes of someone else
All the warning signs
Washed away in time

In the end my composure collapses
Leaving all I created in ashes
I've been telling lies alibis
Blurring the truth
The price I have paid for my actions
Was you

Fuck

Now I'm pushing what's left
Of me over the edge
All the guilt and the shame
What I tried to pretend
Who I was in the end
Erase my name

In the end my composure collapses
Leaving all I created in ashes
I've been telling lies alibis
Blurring the truth
The price I have paid for my actions
Was you
Was you