"i always cared" lyrics

aldn

I think you saw me cry the other day
You turned your head and walked the other way
I'm fine, thanks for asking (What the fuck?)
And I always reflect before I say
Something that I'll regret when I wake up in the morning
My life is getting fucking boring
So I tried to leave my house today
Walked down my steps and I thought about which way to go
But something was off and I decided that I'd just stay behind
And that way I'm fine
And I don't worry about the things that you do
But please, what is it that makes you think I don't care?

'Cause I always fucking cared, yeah, I cared
I was always fucking there, I was there
All the things I ever shared, I never felt so scared
It was never fucking fair, I just wish you could've cared