"Took Too Much (Demo)" lyrics

I found some pills leftover from an old prescription
A yellow bottle in my hand with no description
I poured them out into my palm
I turned some music on
That message from my Mom, I didn't listen

I swallowed two and then I waited half an hour
I took another two then laid down in the shower
I felt it coming on
At first it wasn't strong
But then it overtook me with its power

Ooh...
Feel my eyes go blurry
And the room go dim
I can't help but worry...

Think I took too much
And now I'm losing touch with reality
I don't know what it was
But I know I'm not where I'm supposed to be
I think I've had enough
I just hope this won't be the end of me
I swear to God I'm done
Just get me through tonight if you're listening

I woke up all soaking wet and drenched in vomit
I cleaned myself off and got new clothes from the closet
I stumbled down the stairs
Could feel my parents stare
But when they asked what's wrong, I said "I promise that
Everything's okay, swear that I'm alright"
I went back up the stairs, stumbled up both flights
And did it all again just like I did last night

Think I took too much
And now I'm losing touch with reality
I don't know what it was
But I know I'm not where I'm supposed to be
I think I've had enough
I just hope this won't be the end of me
I swear to God I'm done
Just get me through tonight if you're listening