"Hate This Part" lyrics

I left my home for four walls I could touch
And my once not enough feels like way too much
Feel like my world's never changed so fast
But sit tight take it in 'cause it never lasts
I cried on my birthday, like that's so unique
But life after twenty feels, oh, so bleak
Cause I slept right through August
Like I'm from a book
To be at stood at the storefront and wait for your

Look, I said I'd never come back yeah, I promised
But, I need you more than ever, if I'm honest
I'm just hoping you still leave a key under the mat

Run for the hills but, I can't stay for long
'Cause if I get too comfortable, I might be wrong
It's hard, and I hate this part
Yeah, I hate this part

I know I forgot to read your reply
You called and went off like the Fourth of July
I lied to you daily, and said I was fine
I couldn't be lonely, I don't have the time to say

That this would be forever but I
Hate the way I have to dress in southern weather
Hoping that you leave the window open just a crack

Run for the hills but, I can't stay for long
'Cause if I get too comfortable, I might be wrong
It's hard, and I hate this part

Would you be so disappointed if I asked for help?
I've forgotten how to be myself
Fall back inwards, pick apart the things I thought I felt
So I'll

Run for the hills but, I can't stay for long
'Cause if I get too comfortable, I might be wrong
It's hard, and I hate this part
A weekend at home at the back of the bus
But to leave you again will be twice what it was
It's hard, and I hate this part
Yeah, I hate this part