"2 my face" lyrics

You said I was the girl
The only girl inside your dreams
You held me so damn tight but couldn't wait for me to leave
Tried to pretend that there was nothing, nothing
But I knew that there was something wrong
Like that shit was way too good and I knew it wouldn't last
I thought you'd treat me better than the bitches from your past
But baby, you were bluffing to my face
Baby straight up lying to my face

Now I see, baby I was so naive
So blind, I wasn't even in your mind
How many times just one wasn't enough?
But it's fine 'cause now I'm in the back of the club
And I can't feel shit
And I just hit my plug, I need an IV drip
Of something strong that can help take my mind off of it
And I don't care if I wake up and I feel like shit
Yeah, it's fine 'cause how could I feel worse than this?
So baby can we keep it on the low
'Cause you know that I don't wanna go home
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)

Don't tell me that it's love 'cause I know what love is
And even if you're off the drugs, I should still exist
So now I'll never trust you again
I really hope that they were worth it
(You're so sick)

You said I was the girl
The only girl inside your dreams
You held me so damn tight but couldn't wait for me to leave
Tried to pretend that there was nothing, nothing
But I knew that there was something wrong
Like that shit was way too good and I knew it wouldn't last
I thought you'd treat me different than the shadows from my past
But baby, you were bluffing to my face
Baby, straight up lying to my face

You wouldn't stab me in the front
Had to stab me in the back
That way you don't have to face me
As if I wasn't coming back
Now I see
Baby, I was so naive
And I'm so sick
So sick, so sick, so sick
Baby you were bluffing to my face
So sick, so sick, so sick
Baby straight up lying to my face

Back of the club and I can't feel shit
I'm in the back of the club and I can't feel shit
And I don't care if I wake up and I feel like shit
Yeah it's fine
To my face