"Afterlife" lyrics

You get toxic when you don't feel loved
It's not my fault that you can't open up
I gave you everything I had and I still wasn't enough
Push me away and that's only because
You're scared of hurtin' and you're scared of love
But all that ever does is hurt the both of us

And maybe it's just not our time
Felt somethin' and we both went blind
If we can't fall in love right now, maybe in the afterlife?
Sometimes I wish I could rewind
Sit back and pretend I'm fine
Maybe not now but in the afterlife

Can we get away from all of this?
Somewhere far where nobody knows that we exist
Can we run away, just you and I?
Start this whole thing over without the pain and cryin'

And maybe it's just not our time (Time)
Felt somethin' and we both went blind (Blind)
If we can't fall in love right now, maybe in the afterlife? (Maybe in the afterlife)
Sometimes I wish I could rewind (Rewind)
Sit back and pretend I'm fine
Maybe not now but in the afterlife (In the afterlife)

I did what I did, had to be done
Said he's a friend but I knew it was more
I saw you with him and that broke my heart
And since then, I swear, I've been turnin' so dark
You moved on in days, that's just messed up
Can't believe I even thought it was love
Even if I forgive, I can't forget what I saw

And maybe it's just not our time
Felt somethin' and we both went blind
If we can't fall in love right now, maybe in the afterlife
Sometimes I wish I could rewind
Sit back and pretend I'm fine
Maybe not now but in the afterlife