"bite the bullet" lyrics

Anxious indifference, feeling so different
Urges I can't seem to satisfy
The mirror gives me a warning, can't really explain it
All these distractions help me sleep at night
Nostalgically reaching for shit out of reach
And my mind's growing weak from failed attempts to find
A guiding voice from the ashes, some peace in the madness
You'd think that after all this time
I'd forget

But the past stays wrapped around my neck
Squeeze till I can't stand the thought of moving on
Aim to kill and keep on missing
Think it's time I
Bite the bullet
Bite the bullet

Embarrassingly, I stand stagnant
Can't you see what happened?
Down on my knees
Begging and pleading to get back to August
Tighten my necktie with every breath
I'm turning to violet silently
Live in passive destruction, leaving with nothing
But some memories I'd
Like to forget

But the past stays wrapped around my neck
Squeeze till I can't stand the thought of moving on
My rotten teeth just keep on chipping
Think it's time I
Bite the bullet
Bite the bullet
Bite the bullet
Bite the bullet

Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
I'll bite
Yeah, I'll bite the bullet