"how2get2me" lyrics

Can you spare me a minute
Or am I asking too much?
Guess liking me has its limits
Saw it coming all along

Now I'm losing your interest
What do you want from me?
I'm desperate I'll admit it
I'll do anything

I really wish things were different
Or that you cared at all
I'm nothing if not committed
While you're completely withdrawn

Is my vanity sadistic
Or just what I was taught?
You're great with confidence-killing
'Cause now I'm nothing at all

You know how to get to me
I'm nothing I pretend to be
Look at me & promise you won't leave
You know how to get to me

Is my sadness poetic
Or just another song?
Feel you deep in my stomach
This sickness ties me in knots

Oh, my need is disgusting
I wish that it felt wrong
I should've seenit coming
Now I'll reap what I sought

You know how to get to me
Take all my vulnerability
Is this what you wanted of me?
You know how to get to me

I kinda knew from the start it was crazy
I watched it crumble in my calloused hands
Say they knowhow it feels, try and save me
Some things you just can't understand

Like how

You know how to get to me
I hate who I turned out to be
Tell me are you proud of me?
You know how to get to me