"pocket" lyrics

Stripped down to my underwear
And crying in the dark
Your silence always feels armed
I've got no clue where you are
I've been counting minutes
Since you last crossed my mind
Instead I'm crossing a line
Say "I hate you" out of spite

Foot in my mouth, guilty conscience
My teeth are rotten, all dishonest
This nagging habit feels like a promise
Put it in my pocket
Don't wanna talk about it
Don't wanna lie anymore

I know better than this
Hold onto you like a little kid
Think of your face until it makes me sick
I know something you don't
You're in every single line I wrote
I don't know how I'm supposed to let this go (go, go)
Maybe I won't

I was seeing things I shouldn't
Real late last night
A black hole opened in the ceiling
Think my hands were losing feeling
And I chalk it up to that I'm losing my mind
I hear you whisper in my walls
God, I can't leave you behind

Burning out, can't resist it
My superstition, algorithmic
Can't seem to get you out my system
Put it in my pocket
Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna lie anymore

I know better than this
Hold onto you like a little kid
Think of your face until it makes me sick
I know something you don't
You're in every single line I wrote
I don't know how I'm supposed to let this go (go, go, go)
Maybe I won't

Foot in my mouth, guilty conscience
My teeth are rotten, all dishonest
This nagging habit feels like a promise
Put it in my pocket
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna lie anymore

You're eating at me, I'd forgive you
If you'd just call me, I'm in-between
Wanting more and needing you to breathe
Put it in my pocket
I just can't talk about
Don't wanna lie anymore
Maybe I won't