"everything i wanted" lyrics

I had a dream
I got everythin' I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm bein' honest
It might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the Golden, mm
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care

I had a dream
I got everythin' I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me

And you say, "As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
'They don't deserve you'"

I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
Could have been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don't wanna let anybody know
'Cause everybody wants somethin' from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down

J'avais un délire
J'avais tout ce que je désirais
Mais quand je rêvais, je vois
Toi avec moi

Et tu m'dis : "Personne peut te blesser
Quand j'suis là d'te protéger
Je veux pas baiser fort, mais
Mais tu peux m'[?]
Si je pouvais changer
La manière comme tu te vois
N'aurais pas aimé réver
Qu'on m'dit : "Il vous mérite pas"
Si je savais jadis, c'que j'connais aujourd'hui
Ferait moi la même chose, tant pis
Si si si j'avais su que leur mot me fait des coups
Voulaient-ils parler plus doux
Si je savais jadis, c'que j'connais aujourd'hui
Ferait moi la même chose, tant pis
Si si si j'avais su que leur mot me fait des coups
Voulaient-ils parler plus doux

Ah, ah
Mm, mm
Mm, mm