"seven" lyrics

You used to hold my hand
You used to be that call
You used to be my friend
Now, we don't talk at all

Staring at the constellations
Never thought I'd feel so small
Trauma passed through generations
Holes in the drywall
And I'm still

Seven
Under sheets with flashlights
Searching for the monsters under my bed
You always said it was all in my head
And I'm seven
Under sheets with flashlights
Searching for the monsters
I never knew
That all this time I was searching for you

You used to be so brave
You used to stand so tall
You used to dream so big
But, now, I never sleep at all

I'm staring at the constellations
Never thought I'd feel so small
Trauma passed through generations
Holes in the drywall
And I'm still

Seven
Under sheets with flashlights
Searching for the monsters under my bed
You always said it was all in my head
And I'm seven
Under sheets with flashlights
Searching for the monsters
I never knew
That all this time I was searching for you