"Backlight" lyrics

My mem'ries so good and awful, it seems they gave me a grudge
But I have left bitterness and resentment behind me
And it is all thanks to him

Oh look, it's the clowns who think they know
How crushing loneliness can be
You know nothing 'til you come with me

And run wild! Release your rage
Let the winds of wrath blow them away
Not gonna live in compliance-iance-iance
I'm not playin' the victim no more
Time to go rage
Let's punish them all for their love
I'm done trying to trust
Not gonna live in compliance-iance-iance
Gonna play with fire, backlit by the flame

By the end, everything turned to red, it was brutal yet so beautiful
A kind of red, pulls you in, and won't let you look away
Make you feel a bit feverish
Scarlet crimson lit up from behind, so bright'll make you go blind
Hypnotizing every eye that sees its red aura blazing
Held captive by the allure

My heart got tangled up bad and now it's frayed
No matter how much I've learned
I understand that my anger's here to stay
The words rush out

And run wild! Release your rage
Let the winds of wrath blow them away
Not gonna live in compliance-iance-iance
I'm not playin' the victim no more
Time to go rage
Let's punish them all for their love
I'm done trying to trust
Not gonna live in compliance-iance-iance
Gonna play with fire, backlit by the flames

Though my anger exhausts me and I fall apart
My actions may cost me but
I can't let go of the past, I refuse to move on
I know if you would listen, you would understand
It's time you entered into this bad dreamland
You made for me and suffer like I have

So let's run wild! Release your rage
Let the winds of wrath blow them away
Not gonna live in compliance-iance-iance
I'm not playin' the victim no more
Time to go rage
Let's punish them all for their love
I'm done trying to trust
Not gonna live in compliance-iance-iance
Gonna play with fire, backlit by the flames