"hesitation" lyrics

I spend my days inside my room
Feels like there's nothing left to do
Lay in my bed, stare at my phone
So I don't have to feel alone
We both said this was for the best
But I still feel it in my chest
It's all okay, you're not to blame
But now there's nothing left to say

When I'm with you
I hope you feel the same when I miss you
This falling out of love got me anxious
Just thinking 'bout the times that I wasted

Tell me that you love me, I don't wanna fall
Maybe it's too late, see your writing on the wall
Every single night I've been losing all my patience
I just can't decide if it's you that I've been chasing
Treat me like a stranger, tell me that we're done
I look the other way and pretend we're not in love
I know it's gon' be hard but I promise I can take this
Slide me out your life without any hesitation

We used to laugh until we cried
Now I'd hate to leave you and then lie
You found it hard to let it go
I feel the same, I hope you know
Somehow these days turn into weeks
I only see you in my dreams
But even then it's not the same
'Cause now it all just fades to gray

When I'm with you
I hope you feel the same when I miss you
This falling out of love got me anxious
Just thinking 'bout the times that I wasted

Tell me that you love me, I don't wanna fall
Maybe it's too late, see your writing on the wall
Every single night I've been losing all my patience
I just can't decide if it's you that I've been chasing
Treat me like a stranger, tell me that we're done
I look the other way and pretend we're not in love
I know it's gon' be hard but I promise I can take this
Slide me out your life without any hesitation