"it hurts to change" lyrics

But if you really loved me, why'd you have to change?
I've been feeling fucked up every single day

It goes on and on, I can't escape
I'm falling fast and you're to blame
I get lost in all the words you say
I'm tryin' hard, it hurts to change

Fucked up, wasted, runnin' out of time
Can't stop chasin', you've been on my mind
Think my luck's up, face it, need you by my side
Heart keeps racing, nothin' feels right
'Cause I tried to be someone you'd want to love
But now I'm alone and I'm still not enough
I'm such an imposter, please call my bluff
I'll never be enough, I'll never be enough

But if you really loved me, why'd you have to change?
I've been feeling fucked up every single day
I've been stuck inside the same loop, drivin' me insane
Every time it gets hard, I just run away

It goes on and on, I can't escape
I'm falling fast and you're to blame
I get lost in all the words you say
I'm tryin' hard, it hurts to change

Please stop, don't talk, somethings going wrong (Hey)
My bad, time passed, now the feelings gone
I'm doin' just fine, don't cry, I'll be moving on
Find a person to hurt so that I can feel strong
And I know what you're thinkin', he's such a fraud
Tries to pretend, but he still doesn't belong
I'm all out of patience, take what you want
You're stringing me alone, you're stringing me alone

But if you really loved me, why'd you have to change?
I've been feeling fucked up every single day
I've been stuck inside the same loop, drivin' me insane
Every time it gets hard, I just run away

It goes on and on, I can't escape
I'm falling fast and you're to blame
I get lost in all the words you say
I'm tryin' hard, it hurts to change