"WHO I AM" lyrics

How can I find a reason?
She ripped my heart to pieces
I'm broke, alone and bleeding out
I've tried to walk the streets, but
I'm crowded by lonely people
Only God can save me now
I could find another
Help me waste my time
Spend a couple hours
Under city street lights
I don't want a body
Just to help get by
Empty conversations, lead
To broken lifelines

And no one knows
How I'm feeling tonight
I'll get home probably drink
To ease my time alone
Usually spent by the window

But I'm trying to get better
Trying to find a place to start
Why'd you say forever?
If you knew we'd fall apart
It's harder to be honest
When I don't know
Who I was
But who I am I am's
Who I wanna be
Who I wanna be

I bet you know
How I feel
Thinking you found something real
Just to have the
Sky fall on you
I never meant to hurt you
Just didn't think I deserved you
I still don't and I'll never
Forgive myself
I was finding new addictions
That could quench my thirst
Just to realize that it would hurt
Worse, nothing could ever make me
Feel like you did

And no one knows
How I'm feeling tonight
I'll get home probably drink
To ease my time alone
Usually spent by the window

Just trying to get better
Trying to find a place to start
Why'd you say forever?
If you knew we'd fall apart
It's harder to be honest
When I don't know
Who I was
But who I am I am's
Who I wanna be
Just trying to get better
Trying to find a place to start
Why'd you say forever?
If you knew we'd fall apart