"Messed Up Miracle" lyrics

I been stuck in this bullshit world
Like a small town girl
Tryna claim my turf
But I'm all outta money I'm all outta luck
I'm all outta friends and I'm all outta touch oh
I'm so over the same old scene
Like a sick disease rushing over me
I'm all outta role models their all so screwed up
They covered in roses I'm covered in rust oh

Now I'm stuck in Toronto got me feeling so hollow
Maybe I'm at the end of the road

Well I know I said that religion's dead and I don't believe in magic
But maybe there's a messed up miracle
And I know I said that the truth is rarely spoken cause it's so tragic
But maybe there's a silver line of hope
If you could believe me, maybe you wouldn't see things so bad, so bad
And I know I do things I shouldn't do and I got some real bad habits
But maybe I'm a messed up miracle

Waking up is a victory if I'm a bitch to you
Don't be a bitch to me
Cause my mind goes to places that you've never been
Don't mean what I say barely mean what I'm thinking
All these people in blah blah blah
Talking huh huh huh sipping shangri la
Yeah they perfect they perfect they perfect I'm not
Excuse me while I turn around and throw up oh

Now I'm stuck in the suburbs getting high as a mother
Maybe I'm at the end of the road oh

Well I know I said that religion's dead and I don't believe in magic
But maybe there's a messed up miracle
And I know I said that the truth is rarely spoken cause it's so tragic
But maybe there's a silver line of hope
If you could believe me, maybe you wouldn't see things so bad, so bad

Say you don't know where you're going
This world keeps ripping you open
Everywhere you look you're left all alone

Stuck in the suburbs getting high as a mother
Stuck in the suburbs getting high as a mother
Stuck in the suburbs getting high as a mother

Yeah I know you said that religion's dead and you don't believe in magic but maybe you're a messed up miracle
Oooh yeah maybe we're just messed up miracles