"isn't this so fun?" lyrics

"isn't this so fun?"

I'm not too good for this
I'm not that cool, not over it
The second I feel anything
I've gotta make it everybody's
Number one priority
Oh, isn't that so fun for me?
I saw this from a mile away
But tied my shoes and left my place by ten
Now I'm on my way home again

What if I don't know how to be?
Why should everything fall on me?
I pick my words so I seem unaware
Never say what I think is unfair
Most of all, I pretend I don't care
And still, we're at square one
Oh, isn't this so fun?

I'm much too good for this
I'm much too cool, too over it
I tried my hand and dealt my cards
Then realized I was playing darts
My number one priority's been
Being your [?]
I'm hiding in a grocery store
Just waiting, picking lint up off the floor
I'm the most, and you still want more

What if I don't know how to be?
Why should everything fall on me?
I pick my words so I seem unaware
Never say what I think is unfair
Most of all, I pretend I don't care
And still, we're at square one
Oh, isn't this so fun?

Cool, cool
God knows I was never
Cool, cool

Am I too good for this?
Am I too cool, too over it?
I wish that I knew what that meant
Maybe I'd stop swimming in your wake
Why do I always take
The blame?

What if I don't know how to be?
Why should everything fall on me?
I watch my step, don't get caught on the stair
Tell myself this is where I find air
Most of all, I pretend I don't care
And still, we're at square one
Oh, isn't this so fun?


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