"I'M GOOD. I'M GREAT." lyrics

I could see it
Pretty boy I think we've met before
Had a feeling
My dress was gonna stay back in New York
Story-teller
Don't tell me I know how this ends

Yellow taxi
Pinch myself and watch you get your high
In the backseat
That's where all my dreams were left to die
Said I'd never
And you said that you'd never too

So casually cruel
Your hands like tiny wolves
I played it so cool
Cause that's just what big girls do

I'm good, I'm great
I'm half asleep my minds awake
I guess I'm brave
I turn my lemons into lemonade
That's what they say
I'm good, I'm great

Soft precision
Shoot the gun but point it to the sky
From a distance
I was only blinded by the light
I believed it
And had to see it through

So casually cruel
Your words like poetry books
And I played it so cool
That's just what big girls do

I'm good, I'm great
I'm half asleep my minds awake
I guess I'm brave
I turn my lemons into lemonade
That's what they say
I'm good, I'm great

We're on the floor
You're saying things to me I've never heard before
I'm fighting every instinct that could beg for more
Of this pain
But I'm good I'm great

I swallowed my words
Boarded the plane
Holding on to every conversation

Like you're more than your past
I should've known that
I'm holding on to what I never had
I would've stayed thank god you never asked