"if i disappear" lyrics

Yeah, I asked myself
If I disappear, would they even care?
I don't know how to say it's not fair
I don't even wanna move

I really wanted to be recognized
Wondered how I look in their eyes
Will I ever be this awesome dude
With the tattoo

I don't even know yeah how to freakin' drive
They keep on saying I look unalive
Got myself a pair of brand new shoes
So, I look cool

And I can see it now
It's not working out
The way I thought it would
Oh well, I'm screwed

Yeah, I asked myself
If I disappear, would they even care?
I don't know how to say it's not fair
I don't even wanna move

Can't say I have friends
All I ever did was just to pretend
Still tryna figure how to fit in
Can't find a way to move

Stuck in 3 a.m. and I don't know
I've been tryna calm myself and take control
All that I could think about is what
If I just do the things that they want me to do
Maybe I won't be alone
I'll be sitting on my throne
I'll be waiting 'til I'm finally okay

But I can see it now
It's not working out
The way I thought it would
Oh f-, I'm screwed

Yeah, I asked myself
If I disappear, would they even care?
I don't know how to say it's not fair
I don't even wanna move

Can't say I have friends
All I ever did was just to pretend
Still tryna figure how to fit in
Can't find a way to move

Yeah, I asked myself
If I disappear, would they even care?
I don't know how to say it's not fair
I don't even wanna move

Can't say I have friends
All I ever did was just to pretend
Still tryna figure how to fit in
Can't find a way to move