Ashnikko - Panic Attacks In Paradise Lyrics

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"Panic Attacks In Paradise"

Typical of me to go and ruin the party
Everybody says they love me but I'm still broken hearted
They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a macabre Barbie (I love you)

My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him
I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I'm so self-deprecating
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens

Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas, I'm terrified
I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright
I'm having the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Telling myself that this is fine
I'm having the best time of my life

It's a big joke, ha ha, I love laughin'
It's a big hoax, you're self-help happy
Cause I'm okay, I'm pure propane
On an open flame (Watch me blow up)

My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him
I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I'm so self-deprecating
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens

Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas, I'm terrified
I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright
I'm having the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Telling myself that this is fine
I'm having the best time of my life

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Writer(s): Kelly Kiara, Ashton Nicole Casey, Thomas Slinger

"'Panic Attacks In Paradise' and 'Maggots' were both written when I was in a very low place," Ashnikko said in a statement, "A nasty festering place where brushing my teeth and getting out of bed felt like a win. 'PAIP' is a commentary on how much I was annoying myself at the time. Everything was fine. I was healthy and my career was going great. I was in a metaphorical 'paradise'. But alas my brain chemistry had other plans. I was in so much pain and I couldn't put a finger on it."

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