"Closer" lyrics

Let's share out scars
Doesn't take a lot to fall apart
All the holes in my head
Hopeless, wish I was dead
Is it unfair
At the bottom of the bottle
Is the pill that I take but don't ever wanna swallow
And I don't care
I don't only want a piece
Want the whole damn thing
Now pray and eat

Yeah, choke
Spit on my name
Swelling up your tongue like a hornet sting
Poison in my veins
Twists me up it's always there

Cause I'll go lower
You think you're cold well
I'm much colder
The Melancholy pulls me closer
It's with me only when I'm sober
So go love someone else

Sweet talk
Deceive my ears
If I talk back should I feed your fears
Can't say won't let go
I'll find my way I promise so
But you are something strange
Almost wish that I could stay, no
I need a break
But you just stare
Keep your eyes on me

Choke
Spit on my name
Swelling up your tongue like a hornet sting
Poison in my veins
Twists me up it's always there

Cause I'll go lower
You think you're cold well
I'm much colder
The Melancholy pulls me closer
It's with me only when I'm sober
So go love someone else

I'm sorry I'm lost in my head
These bad thoughts
Bad thoughts
I need sleep no room inside my bed for thoughts
Bad thoughts
I'm sorry I'm lost again
All these thoughts
Bad thoughts

I'll go lower
You think you're cold well
I'm much colder
The Melancholy pulls me closer
It's with me only when I'm sober
So go love someone else