"Disappear" lyrics

I know this life ain't easy
Sometimes I walk sidewalks alone
And think about it all
My mind knows just how to tease me
The moment that I think I'm all good I
Know I'm gonna fall

When will it ever
Just down quiet
Feels like forever
Since my mind has silenced

I don't get much sleep anymore
Howling at the wolves outside my door
God I hope it can all get better from here
'Cause I wonder what it'd be like if I
Could just disappear

I want someone to feel me
'Cause I've been feeling all alone
For way too long
'Cause I've been feeling so lost for so long
This feeling is so far gone

When will it ever
Just down quiet
Feels like forever
Since my mind has silenced

I don't get much sleep anymore
Howling at the wolves outside my door
God I hope it can all get better from here
'Cause I wonder what it'd be like if I
Could just disappear