"SKIN" lyrics

I moved houses, changed my name
But you still live in the corners somewhere around here
I start to laugh, then I feel sick
You always had that kind of a trick

You're a splinter I can't pull out
Tell me how to get rid of all of your noise
You call it love, it feels like debts
That I'm still paying for the day that we met

And I hate how I miss you
Like I hate how I smoke
You're a selfless narcissist
And I am too

You're still on my skin
Even though I scrub til I'm bleeding
And I'm scared to admit
That I'm jealous, I'm lonely, I'm healing
Stop making me feel feelings
(You're making me feel
Stop making me feel feelings)

I blocked your number, that made it worse
Yeah you still know how to make it hurt
Every street I walk feels like your place
Every stranger's got your face

You're the reason I can't sleep at night
Still picking you out of my teeth like a fight
You call it love, I call it death trap
I'm still crawling my way out of that

And I hate how I need you
Like a late night smoke
You're a selfless narcissist
Oh and I am too

You're still on my skin
Even though I scrub til I'm bleeding
And I'm scared to admit
That I'm jealous, I'm lonely, I'm healing
Stop making me feel feelings
(You're making me feel
Stop making me feel feelings)

You make me feel feelings
I don't wanna feel
I feel abandoned in a way
I'm alone and not okay
But maybe (maybe)
That's just what I needed (mhm)
Cause it made me realise
How fucked up
All this is

You're still on my skin
Even though I scrub til I'm bleeding
And I'm scared to admit
That I'm jealous, I'm lonely, I'm healing
Stop making me feel feelings
(You're making me feel
Stop making me feel feelings)