"Dunn Gardens" lyrics

A clandestine trip to Dunn Gardens
Meet me at three, said I'll bring the weed
Innocence, I've already lost it, and you've heard that of me
Guess I'm worn, guess I'm easy

We'll fall into the green again, and our cheeks are flushed
Cold dirt, bare backs and I think it's love
Think you liked me back when we were kids
But now we're all grown up

Hm, you won't kiss me goodnight

So I wanna start a fight
In my underwear
White lace to the face, so maybe you'd fake givin' a damn
No don't say that ain't the truth
Don't you know I fake things too

Homecoming queen brought up on fantasy
Sunlight through trees, I'll romanticize anything
But you don't care, you like girls with honey hair
And I can't compete, I'll compensate on my knees

Your silence spoke so loud, and it wrung me out, like hands
Is my desperation too loud, and aren't you proud
That you're not my man

Mmm, it ain't right

That I'm blonde and up all night
In my black sedan
And I'm cursin' your name, my whole identity's changed, just so you want me again
No don't say that ain't the truth
Don't you know you change things too

It's girlhood, girlhood
In all of it's glory, glory
Unless my lips are on your neck
Or I've found some self respect
You think I'm boring, boring

And it's not distance, it's your indifference that makes my heart grow fond
And I just broke down in my kitchen
Cuz I'll never be what you want
That's why I wanna start a fight