"Somebody's Pleasure (Extended Version)" lyrics

I've been too busy ignoring and hiding
About what my heart actually say
Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts
Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness

I've never been enjoying my serenity
Even if I've got a lot of company
That makes me happy

Soul try to figure it out
From where I've been escaping
Running to end all the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

I always pretending and lying
I got used to feel empty
'Cause all I got is unhappy
Happiness, can't I get happiness?

I've never been enjoying my serenity
Even if I've got a lot of company
That makes me happy

And I don't even feel my own pain
Whatever when the storms pouring rain
Feels like a wind

Soul try to figure it out
From where I've been escaping
Running to end all the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure

I hold imagination
Cover all of the sadness
I don't feel something special
Turn off the phone to get some spatial
Never thought I'd living in true
The truth that has been so blue
It was in a blink of an eye
Find a way how to say goodbye

I've got to take me away from all sadness
Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins
And took all my insecurities
When will I got the love that is so pure?
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just, I'm not just somebody's pleasure

Gotta have, gotta have to always make sure
I'm not just somebody's pleasure