"Diseased" lyrics

In this cage again
They ask me how I've been
I'll smile big try to pretend
I'm not being tortured by them
Why can't they just decide
They want me dead and alive
Don't you think I've fucking tried
To mend the wounds I have inside
Oh

They can't fix me
I've always been diseased
I feel it underneath my skin
But I'm too scared to bleed
They can't fix me I am sick terminally

I think that worms and rats are living
Where my brain used to be
Tried to get me brainwashed
Said that this was the cost
Of questioning of being lost
But now I'll get my point across

Never trust a soul
That says they'll make you whole
I love being empty and cold
Don't remember a thing I'm told
Oh

They can't fix me
I've always been diseased
I feel it underneath my skin
But I'm too scared to bleed
They can't fix me I am sick terminally
I think that worms and rats are living
Where my brain used to be

Taking over me
Feel myself crumbling
But don't try anything
No don't tie up my wings
What did I fucking do
To think I deserve you
And what you put me through
Do what you want to do

They can't fix me
I've always been diseased
I feel it underneath my skin
But I'm too scared to bleed
They can't fix me I am sick terminally
I think that worms and rats are living
Where my brain used to be