"fear of going out" lyrics

"fear of going out"

I'm stuck in my brain, I don't get out much these days
I'm waiting and praying but the rain never came
Everything's too loud
Better be good if I'm leaving my house
So I'm staying inside
I'll get super high and probably cry on my couch

And I think it's an issue
That I'd rather be here than be with you

I'm a mess, I'm a weirdo, a walking disease
I'm a freak, I'm a zero, I'm bad energy
You don't want me around 'cause I'll just drag you down
Think I might need some help with the fear of going out

Forever alone, never get out of my comfort zone
So call me, a no-show, I'll just watch on my phone
And maybe I'd change if everyone wasn't so goddamn fake
I could finally breathe the sigh of relief, it always ends up the same

And I think it's an issue
No offense, but I don't even miss you

I'm a mess, I'm a weirdo, a walking disease
I'm a freak, I'm a zero, I'm bad energy
You don't want me around 'cause I'll just drag you down
Think I might need some help with the fear of going out

I'm a mess, I'm a weirdo, a walking disease
I'm a freak, I'm a zero, I'm bad energy
You don't want me around 'cause I'll just drag you down
Think I might need some help with the fear of going out

With the fear of going out (With the fear of going)
You don't want me around 'cause I'll just drag you down
Think I might need some help with the fear of going out


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