"start again" lyrics

Was every promise that you made
Just a lie you meant to break?
Built to cut through blood and bone
To tear me down, to push me over
Were you honest? Was it fake
To justify the same mistakes?
To sell me hope that's not your own
To leave me lost, dead and cold

And you say that I need to let you go
I don't wanna say that I'm alone

I know you're closer to the edge
I feel the weight you're holding in
Tell me what to say, what to say if it all ends
Or what it takes to start again
I know it's self-inflicted
The way it hurts, so sadistic
Tell me what to say, what to say if it all ends
Or what it takes to start again, to start again

To start again

True colors you can never show
Careless heart, afflicted glow
The pain is now so deep inside
It's bleeding now, pulls me under

I'm not afraid, you're not alone
But I can't go on like this
I'm hidin', no one ever shows
Impossible fate

I know you're closer to the edge
I feel the weight you're holding in
Tell me what to say, what to say if it all ends
Or what it takes to start again
I know it's self-inflicted
The way it hurts, so sadistic
Tell me what to say, what to say if it all ends
Or what it takes to start again, to start again

Why won't you let me let you go?
Why won't you let me let you go?

I know you're closer to the edge
I feel the weight you're holding in

Tell me what to say, what to say if it all ends
Or what it takes to start again
I know it's self-inflicted
The way it hurts, so sadistic
Tell me what to say, what to say if it all ends
Or what it takes to start again

To start again
To start again